(This is part of a series of writings I made while in the hospital recently, originally written January 15. Read the introduction post in this category for more background information.)
I feel a bit better today, what a thing sleep can do. I feel a bit more clear headed, yesterday I actually wasn’t sure why I was even here. I am still very scared though, no one wants me to go back to like with J and A, but I don’t know where I’m going to go from herr. I overheard some social worker talk to someone about placing them in Camden, I really don’t want to end up in Camden. Maybe I’m just seeing too much into this.
What should my goal be for today? I’ve slept a lot yesterday so I’m trying to sleep less today.